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2-4-10

Day 1273 of 365 4 lyf. I’ve been pretty depressed and burned out for a long time. That’s certainly not a secret. I mention it from time to time. Funny thing is most people seem to think I’m being hopeless. Nothing could be farther from the truth. Hope is the only thing that gets me…

4-20-09

Day 983 of 365 Again. Someone told me tonight that you have to believe in the universe. That you have faith and everything will work out. It’s not that I don’t believe in the universe or god or anything like that. It’s that if one exists I think it’s clear that it doesn’t like me…

9-3-07

Day 388 of 365 More. I’ve been in a dreary mood today. I have no idea why. Honestly it was kind of a good day. Had a Labor Day BBQ with various friends from complete different social circles, which always makes for an interesting evening. Finally found out yesterday that I didn’t get the job…

7-5-07

Day 328 of 365 days. So, I probably have a job. At least for a little while. It’s not really what I want, but I think I’ll be able to do it. You know, if the soul sucking corporate machine doesn’t make me drink myself into oblivion. As of right now, its a contract and…